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Holiday~

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 17:04:08 +0000

planning for my trip to Korea~ Have to wait till my exam finishes before I start the full preparation~ Can’t wait to go Korea~

Blinking star

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 14:14:18 +0000

I couldn’t understand a single word from him, yet I could feel the sadness from his voice. It’s so painful it got me straight to my heart. Somehow strangely, I wanted to enter the realm of his sadness. There must have been something that hurt him that much to have such overwhelming sadness. Yet from this overwhelming amount of sadness, I found his tremendous amount of strength. I’ve learnt that from him. I felt grateful that he taught me all these in his own silent way, I have a strange urge to hold his hand~ to hold him in my arms~ I could hear his tears from his voice~ why was it so painful, I wonder?

Whenever I walk home from work, I would look up into the sky and seek for that blinking star, somehow it reminded me of him, giving its best, shining its brightest. In my own silent way as well, I pray for him in my heart. I will wonder about him for a moment.

I hope someday you can find your happiness~ that I know you will, I will continue praying for you.

some thoughts

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 17:25:09 +0000

I just watched Wheesung on youtube, some interviews~ Well, I was inspired by this man~ well, I realised that he’s in many ways, humble, and really into what he loves. Well, I realised that there are many things that I can learn from this man~ Well, somehow, strangely, I always feel that he has this sadness in him. I felt that he had gone through many things in life, thus he has this sadness in him. Strange as it sounds, when I heard his songs, I always have strange heartaches, it’s probably the first time I have heartaches like that. Still, I really enjoy his songs, I really think he’s a great singer.

I think I have not been putting much efforts into learning Japanese. Learning Japanese, is a very important thing for me, yet I realised that I never consider how much I love it. Well, I do wonder about the fact that I know in fact nuts about it. Yeah, I said it, I know nuts about it. I wonder how long can I get down to really be serious and learn more about it. I’m gonna try to stay up and reflect, and read some Japanese. The main problem with me is that I tend to lose my interests in things, I know that in life, if I don’t persist to be good in something, I will never be able to make it on my own. Life is cruel~ I just have to rely on myself to be somebody, if I give up now, everything that I have learned will go to waste, I just have to continue to work hard and wait for a chance.

fighting~!

daily randoms

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 18:10:04 +0000

Recently I have been really into Wheesung. Well, I never knew this singer existed until I got to know that he’s the singer that Daesung really admires. I’ve always thought that Daesung has a really nice voice and he can sing really well. When I got to know that Daesung has someone whom he admires, I was really curious who this guy is. I was totally mesmerised by Wheesung’s voice when I heard it. I guess music transcends language, given I’ve known no word of Korean but I’m really touched by his voice. Indeed, this sorta triggers me to want to know the language. (anyway, I was surprised to hear him speak in Chinese, and speaking it SO well!!) I mean before I’ve started learning Japanese, I had wanted to learn Korean but somehow I didn’t get down to it. I mean I’ve been more into the Korean culture as compared to Japanese culture. Maybe it’s time for me start learning Korean.

In fact, I’m anxious to learn it, can’t wait for the exam to end, so that I can start on things that I wanna do. Well, still I have to do what’s at hand well. Recently I’m beginning to have more confidence in myself. I believe that as long as I put my best in the thing that I do, I can do it. I’ve learned not to look at results, but rather than the process. And I love Japanese, so I figured it’s something I won’t stop doing, I want to continue doing it.

Desire

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 10:48:40 +0000

I’ve learnt this recently,

to get what you desire,

as long as you are willing to put in the equivalent efforts,

you will get what you desired.

Going to end this post with my current most respected YG artist~ Park Bom~ Fighting!

Shanghai

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 08:32:11 +0000

My trip to Shanghai had been cancelled. To avoid the rush before my exam, I’m going to postpone my trip to Shanghai till next year, January. In a way, I’m glad that it’s cancelled so that I can go there free and easy and learn about Aiya’s place of birth.

Thirst, Korean movie

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 15:55:37 +0000

Went and watched “Thirst”, a Korean movie made by my fave Korean director, Park Chan Wook. Though “Thirst” was not fantastic in my own view, I like the themes that the director touched on. The inability to come to terms with two extremes, wanting to be someone, yet am far from it. At the end of the day, the themes of being human comes in. Well it’s overall an interesting movie. At the end of it, I wonder humans just put meaning in things that they think are meaningful.

Eita

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 17:03:42 +0000

This post has no relevance to whatever~ which explains the purpose I set up this site, to be completely myself.

Eita has taken over Seungri. Somehow, Eita has this therapeutic effect on me. Every time I feel stressed up, somehow looking at his picture makes me feel better. I’m not feeling too good today because I didn’t do quite well during class for my reading comprehension. I ended up reading up tips on how to improve my examination skills when I got home. My exam is in less than 3 months, and I’m terrible in many things. All I can do is, to give all my best in this period of time.

Going to bed. Going to think about Japanese~ and perhaps Eita. 夢の中で瑛太を見るかもしれない?　まぁ～この世界ではわからないことが一杯だね。強くなりたいな～勇気が出して～　大丈夫よ～どんな辛くても～頑張る！行くよ!　できますよ！

bracelets

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 03:38:35 +0000

Recently, I have been more into accessories, partly because of my interest in 2ne1′s fashion. Well, I think 2ne1′s stylists are absolutely brilliant in their styling. I really appreciate their sense of fashion, though some might think that it’s probably too loud. I’ve been going around to look for different types of accessories to enhance the clothes that I have.

In less than 2 weeks, I bought 3 different bracelets. The first one that I bought, was the one on the left. I bought this with the intention of wearing it on my cousin’s wedding. The second one, I bought it because I love the design, it’s ultimate glossy and matte, which I think is really unique. And the last one I bought is the one in the middle, which is yesterday. I like the design of this very much as well, got a nice 20% off (which I totally didn’t expect, plus the service staff was really friendly, plus the range of accessories’ totally neat, so I think I might go back again)

G-Dragon’s Heartbreaker

shanghaixingjiaporiben — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 05:51:46 +0000

A few days back, I received my G-dragon’s “Heartbreaker” from the mail. Was really happy cos my colleagues had received theirs earlier in the week (though they ordered from Yesasia while I ordered mine from Star-thots) Anyway, I was saying that I received mine from the mail.

After I opened the package and saw the CD, I had many surprises.

It’s really cool to own this CD versus just looking at the video of it on the internet.

How it looks like from behind!

I didn’t expect G-dragon’s CD to be of such design. I really love this, it reminds me of James Jean’s art.

The apple here seems to represent a heart.

The back of the CD jacket. I love the word at the back, “Breathe”, that’s the feeling sometimes I get when I feel that my heart becomes like that, I feel myself dying, yet in order to live and be strong, one has to continue to breathe.

My fave pic.

Free photo card and key holder I got from my purchase (I don’t think Yesasia gives these~ lucky!)

I’m not a huge G-dragon fan, but I sure think that he’s a really talented boy. I remembered he said something like he gets mistaken as a bad boy when in fact, he’s a nice boy. That sorta stays with me, cos I feel that people have a tendency to judge by appearance. Well, prejudice is present in our everyday life. Even if we knew that it’s present, we can never erase it, we have gotta be true to our hearts and live for ourselves.